Tall Boy Short - Hunger Pains 2 Lyrics

      

Hunger pains 2
by Tall boy short

Intro: Billie Eilish)
Isn't it lovely all alone
Heart made of glass my mind of stone
Isn't it lovely all alone
Waking up every day with these hunger pains
Heart made of glass my mind of stone
Isn't it lovely all alone
Waking up every day with these hunger pains

 (Verse 1: Tall Boy Short)
Yeah waking up every day with these hunger pains
Nothing's changed i'm still wishing i could run away
Remember when all these drugs were just some fun and games
Lovе i've chased always seems to fail i'm stuck in a maze
Trying to fix thеse temporary problems with some medicine
I slide into a cover sobbing in her bed again she's got her arms around me feels like sleeping with a skeleton
I've been losing weight and wishing on my death again
I know my friends have left
Cause they can't understand
Why i seem to fuck up everything that falls into my my hands
I'm not a man nah i'm just a mess bro holding on to trauma too cautious i need to let go
A breath of smokes all that i’ve got to get me by
I said i tried but i leave her cold and fucking dead inside
I had these fantasies and picturing what heaven's like
Popping mad prescriptions i'm slipping into a better life
My head ain't right
These demons they told me hell is nice
Heavy sprite tipping in my cup i'm sick of telling lies
Precious rise i'm looking into her precious eyes
Notice all the pain that i bring along with my jealous mind
She want to trust me but i can tell that she's terrified
Cuz she's been broken plenty times and she's been terrorised
I try to fix it but i've been making it worse
We dead inside and it hurts
I wish i could make it work i'm cursed i want to get better i'm sick of vendetta
Sick of popping all these bricks and writing death letters
What you know about benders that ending mates in stretches
This fate is reckless just be prepared to be taken any second
I want to leave this place cuz i just beat my case
Told all my homies they're celebrating by heating plates
Knowing its the drugs that's keeping me in this evil state
Nothing seems to change they are happier when i be in pain
Every day's is just the same
I just cannot close the void
Cooking up a syrup in the kitchen full of opioids
I watch a mixer and the pot start to bubble up
Thinking about the money imma make off all these trouble cunts
I was once like them but i so shoot any and all the these emotions that i bottled up
These days i don't feel nothing except an open cut hopeless loss still trying to change me need some growing up
I used to pop in all these pills until i throw them up
Digging through my dinner and stomach acid to save my buzz
For days i run from my life's responsibilities
Never did they ever expect to be on amphetamines the dead brings it comes second to none
I would sell what i was wearing just for picking up drugs was sick in the gut
I would never listen to cunts
Weighing 50 something kilos wouldn’t look at me once
Losing so much weight
Face and chest begin to cave in couldn't even stand up from the couch when i became so thin
For like a year i swear i didn't know what day i'm in the pain i bring with constant sinners got me hating shit
Yo my brain is skits and i've snapped and lost it many times
Currently in court for my blackout spree and petty crime
At any time if i ask for your forgiveness don't listen remember with deception i'm gifted

 (outro)
Bro you gotta fucking stop you gotta stop those i can't catch a break bullshit all the time you're complaining you could be instead hustling you could be instead chasing your dream you could be instead figuring out what you're doing wrong trying to improve certain aspects of your life getting your together reading a book meditating something fucking something but this i can't catch a break is not helping anybody and it pushes everybody away from you