SLIM RXVPXR - Relapsed Emotions Lyrics

      

Relapsed Emotions
by SLIM RXVPXR

GUESS I'M GOING BACK TO THERAPY TODAY
JUST TO TRY TO MAYBE FIX MY BRAIN
AND ALL THESE PAST MISTAKES
I HATE TO TAKE THIS MEDICINE
CAUSE I HATE THE FUCKING TASTE
AND THE PAIN JUST GETS GREATER
EVERY TIME I THINK OF YOUR FACE
NOW IT SEEMS MY HEART IS BROKEN
AND PUT OUT OF PLACE
IT'S NO SECRET ANYMORE TO WHAT CAN
FILL THIS EMPTY SPACE
BUT I KNOW YOU'RE TOXIC
AND I CANNOT CONTINUE THIS CHASE
NOW IT FEELS LIKE I'M DEAD
AND NOW IT'S SUICIDE I'M FORCED TO EMBRACE

 WISHING THINGS COULD BETTER FOR THE BOTH OF US
BUT SEE THE THING IS THAT WE CANNOT HAVE A SINGLE THING WITHOUT TRUST
COULD I PUT MYSELF THROUGH THIS SITUATION?
I ASK MYSELF
SHIT, I DON'T CARE AT THIS POINT
BECAUSE I'M IN REALLY BAD HEALTH
NOTHING CAN BE WORSE
WHEN I'M SLEEPING
WAKE UP
FEELING BLUE
BECAUSE WHEN I DO
I TRY TO LOOK AROUND ME FOR YOU
ANXIETY KICKS IN AND I FEEL LIKE TAKING MY OWN LIFE
BUT I LOVE THIS PAIN SO MUCH SO GO AHEAD AND PLEASE PASS ME THAT KNIFE