Setharooski - CONFLicted Lyrics

      

CONFLicted
by setharooski

The day my dreams become my reality
SO DO MY NIGHTMARES
Where do I go from here?
I WANNA GET THERE
But no one will be near
THE GIRL OR THE RICHES?
I want them all to hear
BUT SHE CANNOT HEAR THIS
SHE CAN NEVER HEAR THIS
She can never hear

 So tired of being a nobody
Either way I end up alone you see
My t's have dots, my i's (eyes) are crossed
Which path to follow? I'm too lost

 I'm too indecisive
So I go with the flow
Should I be MR. MALIGN
Or mr. nobody knows
Do I chase the bag
And push everyone away?
Or do I chase miss ma'am
And be broke and still afraid?

 The day my dreams become my reality
SO DO MY NIGHTMARES
Where do I go from here?
I WANNA GET THERE
But no one will be near
THE GIRL OR THE RICHES?
I want them all to hear
BUT SHE CANNOT HEAR THIS
SHE CAN NEVER HEAR THIS
I'M THE VILLAIN PIECE OF SHIT
How do I live with me?
PART OF ME'S TRYNA QUIT
Seeking benignity
MY OTHER HALF IS SICK
Malice is all he sees
WON'T ADMIT HE LIKES IT
Is that all there is to me?

 SAID I'M THE VILLAIN PIECE OF SHIT
AND PART OF ME'S TRYNA QUIT
BUT MY OTHER HALF IS SICK
WON'T ADMIT THAT HE LIKES IT

 Too hungry to sleep
Too tired to eat
Breathe fast can't think
Think fast can't breathe
Awake or asleep
I'm in a dream
Where I have everything
But there's no "we"
Too scared to call
Too low to fall
I miss them all
So I want it all
I'll never choose
So I never move
What can I do?
Both ways I lose
Stay in my brain
Let the tears rain
Won't wash the pain
I stay the same
Made up my mind
MR. MALIGN
Won't come this time

 (why don't bad things happen to bad people?)