Ryan Cassata - I Feel Like Throwing Up Lyrics

      

i feel like throwing up
by Ryan Cassata

They’re at a Hollywood party
Flipping cups, they move like zombies
Having a face off with the fools in the mirror
And they raise up their ghostly hands
With every bump, they take a chance
Lining lines, then close their eyes
And they wait to feel alive

 So they’re trading whispers, and tapping sneakers
They’re wide awake, they feel alive
So they’re mixing liquors, and blasting speakers
They’re out of body, out of soul, but at lеast they feel alive

 And I used to spеak like no one was listening
And I used to do things that were more interesting
No interviews, no shows, I'm off the stages
I'm having trouble navigating all of these changes

 My friends, they
Will sing this really loud
But unless a stranger sings it
I won’t really feel proud
My friends think that I’m going up
But I feel like throwing up, I feel like throwing up

 It’s a long haul from the east side, and I’ve been staying in
My friends are moving apartments, and I bailed because I couldn’t lift
I’m sick of missing out, thinking what are they doing now?
While I chug 3 cups of water to wash the pills down
And they’re passing joints and loading boxes
I’m on the bathroom floor, so fucking nauseous
I miss feeling like a kid, invincible with thicker skin
I miss feeling alive, I shut my eyes not to spin

 And I used to speak like no one was listening
And I used to do things that were more interesting
No interviews, no shows, I'm off the stages
I'm having trouble navigating all of these changes

 My friends, they
Will sing this really loud
But unless a stranger sings it
I won’t really feel proud
My friends think that I’m going up
But I feel like throwing up, I feel like throwing up
My friends, they
Will sing this really loud
But unless a stranger sings it
I won’t really feel proud
My friends think that I’m going up
But I feel like throwing up, I feel like throwing up, I feel like throwing up