Magzy - Hopelessness Lyrics

      

hopelessness
by Magzy

They say I can get clean, but I fell in love with this pain
Loved so hard, can't even think straight
Loved so much, I’m in too deep to pay

 Always anxious, never free
Wish I could hold my dad and try one last thing
My therapist gave me her number to call
But when I dialed... it said "no service at all"

 Is this life something I should hold onto?
Is hope even real or just something we cling to?
If I’m doin’ what’s right, why does it break me in two?
They say, "forget her" — but how could I ever do?

 She was heaven, walking next to me
Now shе’s gone, and I can't breathe
I told hеr lies, now I bleed
Waitin’ for the day I finally leave

 They all talk about livin’
But I still dream of dyin’
This life don’t hug back
I’m just tired of tryin’

 Is there anything behind the curtain?
Is it peace, or is it nothin’?

 I’m just ruins in the shape of a man