HeyImKai - Compulsive Lyrics

      

Compulsive
by HeyImKai

Those looks you gave me weren't fair. That day
You said we’re far from repair, that day
But you couldn’t say it, to my face
Why is that?
I still care, to this day
It was not an act

 All we wanted was love
But somehow that thought is wrong
As we dream for someone who can care
We find out we’re not strong

 If I could be less broken
God I’d give a leg or head
Just for one to like me
Just to feel something again

 Shit ain't easy when your phone’s your closest friend
You can keep on scrolling, but those thoughts will never end
If you nevеr try, you will, always be alone
Nowherе I go, ever feels like home

 I know you care
You’ve been saving me
I just ignore it
What is wrong with me

 I try to be there, but I’m just a shitty friend
Opened your arms, but I left again

 Shit ain't easy when your phone’s your closest friend
You can keep on scrolling, but those thoughts will never end
If you never try, you will, always be alone
Nowhere I go, ever feels like home

 Mother nature watches her creations crumble
All that’s left is her broken heart
Nothing seems to fix her
Nothing else left to restart

 The mood we’re left in
When god tears apart
As the clouds start to part
You’re blinded

 Shit ain't easy when your phone’s your closest friend
You can keep on scrolling, but those thoughts will never end
If you never try, you will, always be alone
Nowhere I go, ever feels like home